Ally Heman - Desperate lyrics

Somebody told me
Time is on our side
But how can I believe that
When you're still on my mind
And I analyze everything that you say
I cannot leave you for one day
I'll try to
But I can't walk away
It's been a month now
I should be over you
I just want myself back
This ain't what I'm used to

I'm desperate for somethin'
I'm desperate for lovin'
The one who made me this way
I'm sick of my own mind
Don't want the saddest kind
Of this happiness
I'm desperate

Wish it would storm now
Do you know how rare that is
For me to listen to the raindrops
And try to undo what I did
Not one for regrets
And I usually don't like rain
But you made me do each one
From all this stupid heartbreak pain
I've had enough time
To make myself hate you
Why won't it just work
This ain't what I wanna do

I'm desperate for somethin'
I'm desperate for lovin'
The one who made me this way
I'm sick of my own mind
Don't want the saddest kind
Of this happiness
I'm desperate
Oh

I'm living in love
And I'm dying in hell
You're murderin' me
And I'm killing myself
What have you done to me

I'm desperate for somethin'
I'm desperate for lovin'
The one who made me this way
I'm done with my own mind
Don't want the saddest kind
Of this happiness
I'll admit it I'm desperate
I'll admit it I'm desperate