Bottles of pills appear before my eyes
Vodka and cigarettes were my last lunch
I can’t remember what I did last night
I only know I just wanted to die
Will my life end this way?
In disgrace I made myself
Is this world enough for me?
Friendly knives all I see
Broken bottles tried to cut my flesh
On my wrists there’s blood, but I feel no pain
Everywhere I see there’s something red
I’m so doped I can feel no shit
Every night is the same old shit
My body died but my spirit’s still awake
I should have known I wouldn’t go to hell
Eternal wander… it’s my fate.
How did my life end this way?
This disgrace I made myself
Was this world a bitch to me?
Friendly knives… all I need!