August Rising - I'm Giving In lyrics

You're my beautiful disaster
My beautiful refrain
And I'm just a boy that's begging you to stay
And oh how I'm thirsting
You're constantly in my head
And nothing is working
I want to lye in the color red
And don't you sing
To me because you'll draw me in
Please make this mean something

I should know that you're everything that I'm not
I've been faking it for too long
But you're always just barely out of reach
And I just can't go on, trying to hold on
So I'm giving in

And please say nothing's wrong with me
And please say something that you've never said
Just lie to me
And you're a random flash of brilliance
In what is my routine life
And I'm experiencing tunnel vision
Because I've got you in my sight
And don't you sing
To me because you'll draw me in
Please make this mean something

I should know that you're everything that I'm not
I've been faking it for too long
But you're always just barely out of reach
And I just can't go on, trying to hold on
So I'm giving in

I can't stop though I try
Keep giving in every time
I know this isn't make believe
Like the stories that I see on TV
Lovers come then they go
It's the same old story different show
I've seen it many times before
Like I see you walking out the door
So you leave
And all your colors start to bleed
In a memory