Working away at my study in tha heat
Despite what they tell me, my future seems real bleak
I know what you say and I know what you do
But I'm not ever gonna be just like you
I've become so consumed
That my future is doomed
Without hesitation
Snap tha IV into two
Pick my self up from tha strap of my boots
Look into tha mirror I got a knocked out tooth
Don't know why tha fuck I'm still standing here
Put tha pipe in my mouth don't ever she'd a tear
I'm Weak Inside
Everyone can see
Cause I will never be
What you want me to be [x2]
If I'm born in tha gutter
Than my destiny's tha sewer
Incarceration, yer instigation
I never felt more lower
Yer death is inevitable and you can't change tha past
So continue on believing, yer going nowhere fast
I regret tha thought of my own fucking birth
But I feel it's my duty to bring peace to this earth
For tha people in power they've created tha worst
And I'll continue on living for what it is worth
I'm weak inside
Everyone can see
Cause I will never be
What you want me to be
[X2]
Live my life sick with depression
Buy my drugs I've lost direction
Fuel tha flames that are underneath me
Right beside you is where I will feel free
Unlock tha chains of society
Forget tha worlds a sorority
Fuck yer hatred and bigotry
I'll never be what you want me to be