Album: I Hate Myself When I'm Not Skateboarding
Head under my pillow, I refuse to wake up
It's back to my dreams, I just can't get enough
I'm tired and worn out so I'm staying in bed
The alarm's going off like a bullet in my head
No point in getting up just to be bored
The sun's rising up, I wish I'd never been born
I'm sore as hell, I just want to be lazy
Another wasted day is driving me crazy
I don't want to get out of bed
You should just consider me dead
Feel like a zombie when I'm awake
Not much more of life that I can take
Each waking hour I want to die
I've got no reasons to justify
Am I depressed? am I crazy?
I can't control being lazy
The days of my life are blending into one
I've worn out every option, I'm not having any fun
The games are all the same, the shows so fucking lame
I crawl to the mirror to forget my name
No I don't remember yesterday or how I felt
I don't fit in my own shoes, I feel like someone else
Dead to the world, I've lost my identity
I think I'm better off just going back to sleep
Come home from work and hit the hay
Unconsciously living another day
I've got suicidal tendencies
And a building caffeine dependency
Slept all day while my friends skated
My head feels like I've been sedated
I slam the snooze for another ten
Hoping I never wake up again