What am I feeling?
Is it a feeling?
Could I be feeling somehow?
All of this time I never truly had one
Why would I be starting now?
If it’s a feeling
Truly a feeling
Why is it hurting me so?
Could it be my first one is a bad one?
How am I supposed to know?
Is it meant to make your insides ache?
Meant to make your chest go tight?
Meant to make you sweat and shake?
How could anything like that be right?
If I am feeling
Some stupid feeling
Why can’t it just go away?
Why do all of these feelings have to start?
Tearing at my armor plated heart
What if, god forbid, they’re here to stay?
How can I unfeel the way I feel today?
What is this feeling?
Is it a feeling?