Deckard - Christine lyrics

It isn't easy being a girl like me
One who's still a boy on the outside see
It's hard enough to fit into my girlfriends clothes
When I'll get my own only heaven knows
It isn't easy being a girl like this
Society would laugh when I take a piss
But I laugh too 'cause it's pretty lame
Yeh I laugh hard 'cause I'm not ashamed

Even when I cry myself to sleep each night
Weary of the pain of my selfish plight
I can see the end of all my shame in sight
With the virgin hope of the pure dawn light

I WANT THIS

Pure white trash and this inhuman race
Wouldn't understand and that is no disgrace
'Cause sometimes I struggle for the reasons too
But I know this is something I just have to do
And nothing makes me smile like a brand new dress
It kind of makes me sick when my hair is a mess
I wish I had a half of your poise and grace
As I look into the mirror at this ugly face

But I don't want to lose you when I get this way
It really is important that you want me to stay
I don't want to lose you will you take my hand
It really is important that you understand

I WANT THIS CHANGE
But how do you know for sure