i'm disappointed in myself again, you know
it's always something that i just had to let go
but you were the one thing
i wanted to do right in this world
it's just the tv, cigarettes, and a bed
and some cheap, soft drugs to keep me in my head
that stop me from beggin' you to overlook my sins
and if i could change this day
i would
and if i could make you stay
i would
i would
i always wanted to have this wild exciting life
i thought i'd never, ever stop to check the price
but you were the one thing
i thought i could stay straight for
and it's not a bad thing to be loose and hard and free
so i understand why you have to leave
but i'd do anything
to find the better part of me for you
and if i could change my ways
i would
and if i could make you stay
i would
i would
i'm disappointed in myself again, you know
it's always something that i just had to let go
but you were the one thing
i wanted to do right/ in this world