I've been put on a pedestal but I can't get down
No ones helping but everyone is around
They say I'm gonna die soon but I got no one by my side
They said if you wanna help just kill yourself
But I won't, I won't do that
They said if you wanna help just kill yourself
But I won't, I won't do that
Don't laugh at the funeral, don't laugh at the hospice
It's not the place that I wanna be
My friends are all in prison and that's where I wanna go
Cause I hate everywhere
They said if you wanna help just kill yourself
But I won't, I won't do that
They said if you wanna help just kill yourself
But I won't, I won't do that