I gave up on my life so long ago
pushed everyone away until I was alone
Every hope that I had was left behind
And I watched the pieces fall and die
Every decision I've made was a mistake
How I survived this long, I can't explain
I don't want the hand that you extend to help
And if you try too long I'll drag you down to hell
So close your eyes, turn your back, walk away.
Forget you know me, my face, or my name.
And my only promise to this world is that I will do the same.
Because my thoughts and memories are all that's left that's real
And everything eats away at me until there's nothing but pain I feel.
Wasted time on a wasted life and my own end never felt so right.