Featuring Jarell Perry
Prod. Eric G
(Intro)
So much more
So much more
So much more
So much more
(Verse 1)
In the moments notice I notice this hopelessness beneath me
Discretely, put it all in focus see it's rolling deeply
And deeply never see ourselves as others do
And discover you
When you're not turned out as a person
Some of you is a struggle too
But I think uniquely
It's enough to chew when they fuck with you
Was it you that couldn't reach me
Like a public school but will suck you too
Well it's nothing new to teach me
But I suffered too when they stuck with you
And the lack of truth you feed me
But I must desert this data
How do I deserve this favor
When I found my purpose was greater
How the fuck my cousin beat cancer just to get murdered later
You can't define this logic inside of my mind I logic
Designer can't find a project
No sign of a diamond prospects
And they say I need to keep my mouth closed
But I grew up in the motherfucking mouse hole
I used to think that my talent would set me free
Till I saw myself from the dude that an outsider would see
(Hook 1)
It's much more than these outsiders could see
I look inside and it's even bigger than me
It's much more than these outsiders could see
I look inside and it's even bigger than me
(Verse 2)
And I could barely keep my eyes open
I project success , but deep inside broken
I used to think that this industry was for me
Till I saw all the game from a space that a insider would see
And I could never turn my back but I'm in this disguise under
The pre-tense got we'd tense goodbye to my mother
And when she did pass my family did crash
I kept busy, but never took my time to recover
Ye and it's no plan for that
I swear to God I just had my first panic attack
And plus I'm in shock when I go to my inbox
And see these thirsty ass niggas that's demanding our rap
What type of brandin is that, what type of strategy throws
And you find yourself under pressure and your insanity froze
And find your fantasy froze they see your plan be as throat
Ain't nobody use to lean on that you trapped in this cold
(Hook 2)
It's much more than these outsiders could know
I look inside and it's even starting to grow
It's much more than these outsiders could know
I look inside and it's even starting to grow
(Bridge)
There's only need
I love your need
So much I'm losing me
I cannot see the reason for the Pain
With hungry joy
I'll be your toy
Just hoping you will play
Without hope my body starts to fail
(Hook 2)
It's much more than these outsiders could know
I look inside and it's even starting to grow
It's much more than these outsiders could know
I look inside and it's even starting to grow