I've been thinking of death too much these times

So I'd like to stop the awful spin of images


That's stuck before my eyes keeps me awake all night

I just want to rest my mind for a while





Just the time to find the meaning of life

Instead of looking for a new way to die



Cause I keep erasing my footsteps

After each stride over the wall of my fears

I can't assume them even if I know I can't stop

The clock without scratching it on the floor



Still I wish I could escape from death

They told I'd better enjoy life as long as I'm alive

But how could I just forget that I'm bound

To this state of eternal motionlessness





People believe in heaven because they can't face this truth

I do not and I cannot

Hide my fear



So I drown myself in liquor

And I plunge into something unknown

I hope its forgetness

I hope you'll forgive me



But don't you tell me I got a tortured soul

Cause if I can't help thinking of the end

It truly means I ain't selfish

That I'd be sad to stop sharing laughs



And lifetime with you and my friends

It must be a human feeling I'm surely not the only one



who's aware and struck with this

So please start explaining

Why I can't handle it

Please cure me oh cure me

Of this cold disease

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