This can't be fucking real.
why did you wake me from this sleep.
I tried to rest in peace but you left me hear to breath.
I don't wanna live.
Can you fucking hear me GOD
Can you see me now Im strapped up
Locked up in this hospital
smacked up with some lithium
why did you make it so impossible for me
you took them all
everyone I fucking loved
You never gave me nothing
your the reason I take drugs
your the reason that i cried for hugs when i was young
where were you then GOD?
and where was your fucking son?
Im still waiting for you God
look what you fucking done!
I close my eyes and pray
but you never fucking come
tell me why you hate me
why do you hate me!!!!!
This torment that I've lived
makes me think this shit is all a fucking trick
a fucking lie why did you make me live god
why!!
you couldn't hurt me if you tried
Im so fucking scarred from what you did to me
I lost my fucking mind
send me demon
someone to understand
somebody i can trust
someone to hold my fucking hand
somebody to hold me
cause i can't comprehend what it really means to be loved
cause I have no fucking clue GOD
I have no fucking clue!
I don't know what it feels like and I blame that all on you
why me god
why am I the one you leave
when I needed you the most
why did you turn you fucking back on me!!!