I'm so tired but you probably don't even know what I mean
I'm full of contradictions and hypocrisies
I'm so tired I don't even know
Which side of the fighting I'm on
And if I wanted no part of it
You'd say I was doing something wrong
Today was just like yesterday
And the day before
I've been taking myself so goddamn seriously
And I can't recall what for
I can't feel the sunshine anymore
I'm so tired of bitching to myself
And wrapping up my true emotions
To please everyone else
I'm so tired of bitching at all
Because life becomes so cynical
When you're waiting to fall
And I'm waiting to fall
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I'm so inspired but you know short-lived inspiration can be
I'll brag about my self-improvement
Which just ends up lost inside of me
I've no faith in justice, corrupted by wealth
And I've no faith in my peers
Only a fading faith inside myself
(Chorus)