I wanna live for something beautiful
I wanna close my eyes and picture myself already there
And feel the life I know I'd kill to have pour into me
So maybe then I could see
I wanna live for something so much more
I wanna feel inside and hope that God can free me someday
From these addictions I've accumulated over the years
And be entirely sincere
I know it's hard to see me this way
But trust me when I tell you I've been sober for days
And days and days I've gotta live with the pain
'Cause it's the only way
That I can see you again
'Cause I know how this ends
I wanna live strictly in the moment
And feel the life that I know I let slip away
I wanna say I love and truly mean it
'Cause it's so hard to love myself these days
These days...
'Cause it's the only way
That I can see you again
'Cause I know how this ends
And though I've tried my best to hide it
You know I'll try my best to fight it
And I
I'm beautiful
I wanna feel the life I know inside of me
And I
I wanna live for more
I wanna feel the life I know inside of me
I know it's hard to see me this way
But trust me when I tell you I've been sober for days
And days and days I gotta live with the pain...