This is, what I, don't need
Why do you put me down?
I can't, sit here, waiting
While you rip me apart
You look at me and I don't know why
Is it because I'm not like you?
I can't stand being in this fucking place
Everybody's fucked; they're all just the same
What makes you think you're better than me?
You're fucking nothing you make me sick
Come on motherfucker take your best shot
Come on motherfucker take your best shot
I never really liked you anyway
Don't give a fuck about what's inside your mind
It's all the same and you're to blame
A memory of what you have done to me
Once played in my mind, but now it drives me on
My parasite dies inside
I, I can take away
This pain
I don't need you
This is who I am
You look at me and I don't know why
Is it because I'm not like you?
I can't stand being in this fucking place
Everybody's fucked; they're all just the same
Every time I see your face I wanna slit your fucking throat
I don't know why but I can't deny it
These are all the thoughts I have inside my head
I don't know why I rip them out and eat the flesh
And vomit poison till they die
I can't stand, the feeling, I hate it and love it so
Derangement and sickness fuck it I don't know
You try to hold me down I wont let you go
I will take you apart from within I am everything that you wish
You were inside but you fail - fail
Lie, why, why
Don't try to say I'm wrong
I'm thinking it
Don't try to say I don't believe
Don't try to say I'm wrong
I'm feeling it
Don't try to take it away