I remember how you used to hold my hand
and say, "We're on a trip to heaven."
You said, "'Til death do part us."
I'd pretend to understand and to believe we'd be forever
Now, I don't want to leave you now,
but I'm tired of always feeling down
and all the lies that we've been living around
I don't want to leave
I can't control myself, these fits of rage keep burning, baby
My soul keeps crying out for something
Guilt and shame, they're coming out to get me again
I'd like to tie them up and kill them
Now, I don't want to leave you now,
but I'm tired of always feeling down
and all the lies that we've been living around
But I'll die if I don't leave you now
I'll die if I don't leave you now
This pride that keeps me down is only temporary
The lies that burns inside and on us forever
The fear of being out is real
You can't make me change the way I feel, oh no
And I don't want to leave you now,
but I'm tired of always feeling down
and all the lies that we've been living around
But I'll die if I don't leave you now