Time has gone so fast
I didn't even remember how we came up to this point
where you don't care about my feelings anymore
all you care is getting your way all the time
and being on your own
so what?
I can still get my own life too
denial
is only helping make it through
Still I love you
Still I need you
Still I want you by my side
but I don't feel you
Still I hate you
for all the things you put me through
but still I wonder
If love will make it do
You are lying
when you tell me that you miss me
when you tell you were working late and that time just flew away
And you're laughing because you know that I've been crying
and I need me to understand that things are not that bad
Still I love you
Still I need you
Still I want you by my side
but I don't feel you
Still I hate you
for all the things you put me through
but still I wonder
If love will make it do
You are so gone
And I'm alone
but I still want you by my side
Am I an idiot
cause I still need you
because you were the best man
I ever ever met
what happened between us?
what happened with the love that gave us freedom
I'm right beside you
but I can't handle all this
because the pain is just too much
because your love is just a matter of time