I have become a nobody
Look at myself in it
I hate my reflection
No perfection
I'm chained to a it and a razorblade
So afraid of living another second
I'm so ashamed
I'm so ashamed
Ashamed of who I am
Who I am
I'm so ashamed
I'm so ashamed
Ashamed of what I am
What I am
White power blizzard
Has froze my heart
I see myself in it
So shameful watching myself fall apart
Tears fell from my eyes from the start
Landing back on me as I stare
They'll never go away from my pair
Of freshly widened eyes
My sadness will never go away
I'm so ashamed
I'm so ashamed
Ashamed of who I am
I'm so ashamed
I'm so ashamed
Ashamed of what I am
No light reflects from it
Only more darkness in my dark world
No one to have, no one to hold
Lines across my face
Forever in this place
Too much to look into
Like a vampire no light shone
Only living in darkness alone
Talking to myself
My own lips quiver and move
My reflection of pain
I'm so ashamed
I'm so ashamed
Ashamed of who I am
I'm so ashamed
I'm so ashamed
Ashamed of what I am
It's not on the wall
and I'm not the fairest of all
My life is a nonstop fall
It should break by my face
Into a thousand pieces
A thousand more reflections of pain
Ten more years of frozen white rain
I'm so ashamed
I'm so ashamed
Ashamed of who I am
I'm so ashamed
I'm so ashamed
Ashamed of what I am
of what I am
of what I am
I'll never change
I'll always be alone