This is not a game just pain
just pain in my brain
black illusion of motion eyes burn ice bleeds
delusion of torture ice burns eyes bleed
eyes burn ice bleeds
delusion of motion my eyes bleed my eyes burn
illusion of torture my eyes burn my eyes bleed
this is not a game just pain
just pain in my brain
why can i never feel myself at ease
can i never feel myself complete
can i never feel myself at ease and complete?
why i never feel at ease?
why i never feel complete?
why? just why?
this is not a game just pain
just pain in my brain
i hate my self-despise
wanna devastate anything making me suffer
fuck it away fuck it away
who told you this is a game?
somebody lied to you...there's gonna be no pain...
now listen this is not a game
and be careful...there gonna be some pain
i suffer and i beat i'm smothered and repeat
i'm sorry what is it? i'm sorry who is me?
i suffer and i beat i'm smothered and repeat
i'm sorry what is it? i'm sorry who is me?
i'm sorry what is it? i'm sorry who is me?
i'm sorry what is it? i'm sorry who is me?
don't need it...fuck...this is not a game
just anguish void blackness redness wounds death
anguish void redness blackness death wounds
why never can i forget i breathe shit eat shit drink shit
everyday get away my nausea sickness my pain
this is not a game and did i ever ask to play?
now god do something
destroy lie or shatter at least faint
faint turn the fucking light off and faint
turn the fucking light off and die
turn the fucking light off
off