Darkness falls on this bright light
Hope vanishing into the night
My goals are lost
I surrender to the darkness
Will I wait for it to come or will proceed alone
What torture device will inflict
What I've felt from gentle hands
No knife could do this
I wish it didn't have to be this way
I've tried to keep it beneath me
I can't keep that promise any longer
Everything looks better on the other side
But it's too far away
To see clearly enough to know for sure
I smile upon the thought of it now
All the blind searching for something
That can't be found
I'm ready to feel good now
I'm ready to let go to be unchained
No more limits for me
No more orders to follow
No more loveless emotions
Darkness
She will understand I hope
After all I've only told her hundreds of times
Even though the words weren't always so clear
I just want to be happy
But it seems that a facial gesture is less than it seems
I'll make my own happiness
Puncture myself with it
All this time I've been waiting for the answer
And it's always been there
Covered were my eyes for so long
And now I can uncover it and see my future