Chaos feeds a bliss in me
Pleasure falsified
Self destructive intimacy
Craving digs my grave in lies
No one hears the inner cries
Chaos now presides in me
Evil archetype
Self inflicted hypocrisy
Fear, I meet, between the lines
Love, through pain, I try to find
Enter the chaos in motion
Repulsive, are, my emotions
In hell, I descend
As my coma rises
The mask of joy,
With shame, I wear
As I sink in demise