while this distance grows
with my last years decisions
all of my waits come to nothing
i might never find it
our destructions end made clear that
times we appreciate where worth the wait
my lucks run out
our past been broken
my efforts been so helpless, there's no friend can ever fix that
triumph so far and few that
my efforts been so helpless, reach the point where this ends closer
to sleep another night the path i take
appearing brighter tonight
voices now are clearer, are clearer
will i try my best today
rising and falling right back
under the influences all that brought me here
honest this struggle will be, redemption
with virtue i behold the judgement days
catalyst of strife
keep falling every time
keep writing words that i know
no one will ever read
this sinking self of dreams that could be so much more
i'm sick and tired, this nightmare of a life keeps coming back
without a trace it haunts me back
it haunts me back