Album: The Concrete Flower
It’s hard to apologize to someone you can barely look in the eyes,
All the pain you put them through,
all the times you’ve made them cry,
They watched you destroy your life,
Never letting go and never losing hope,
Having all the faith in the world that peace would find you.
I’m not saying what I did was right,
Sometimes hate is all you have,
But all it did was make things worse,
Please learn from my mistakes,
I challenge you to live the life I threw away,
The life I’d take back in a second,
A life free from the cell I built myself,
A life free from the pain you’ve caused from hurting someone else,
I wasn’t just hurting myself.
This isn’t a song of redemption,
Because I’m too ashamed of how things happened,
But if your heart should find forgiveness,
I’ll humbly accept though I don’t deserve it.
I’m not saying it was right,
Sometimes it’s all you have,
But all it did was make things worse,
Please learn from my mistakes.