I hate myself for loving you
I've been wasted and my time's been too
I should've been looking for something better
But I couldn't see past your smile
I was so dedicated to working things out
Just to be with you for a little while
So you can give up while I still tried
But if I see you again it's just to say goodbye
Everything around me falls apart
I welcome in the debris
I should have known better from the start
That you would bring me to my knees
But now I'm standing
Because I don't care
You can have what you want if you want something else
But I'm gone for good this time
I'm standing
Because you don't mean a thing
You're alive to the world but you're dead to me
And I'm gone for good this time
Maybe you're angry but I am too
And maybe I fucked up but so did you
I have to find someone who cares
But I wanted you to be the one
So I waited around for our time together
How could I be so dumb
So you don't need to explain a thing to me
It's obvious you hate me, I don't need eyes to see
Everything around me falls apart
I welcome in the debris
I should have known better from the start
That you would bring me to my knees
But now I'm standing
Because I don't care
You can have what you want if you want something else
But I'm gone for good this time
I'm standing
Because you don't mean a thing
You're alive to the world but you're dead to me
And I'm gone for good this time
Why couldn't you tell me
Why couldn't you tell me
Why couldn't you tell me
Why couldn't you be true
Why couldn't you tell me
Why do I still love you?