I don't know why I feel this way
Don't know quite what's wrong with me or why I act a bit insane
When I can feel me start to fall apart
For better's how I want to change, I'd even settle for the same
You try to say what's in my head
You try to claim that you're my friend
You're supposed to help me when I fall
Right now I feel you don't care at all
When I am down you have to push me down
You're always waiting for a chance to get to me
You beat me up and then you cut me down
I only need you to be here, be here for me
You have to know that I'm so scared
I want the hurt to go away, I want to bury all this pain
But I can't scream the loudest cry for help
My pride controls what shows outside, the ultimate in sad disguise
I know you try to do what's right
Keep the big picture in your sights
What I need is for you to see
Just what you're words can do to me
When I say I'm doing the best I can
Please believe I'm doing the best I can
Cause you don't know where it is that I'm coming from
You can't look inside my head to see what's going on
It's so hard to admit that I might be wrong
Just once look back on this and tell me, tell me you regret it