How much time do i have left? 
everyday is like a bullet in the head 
the pain of seeing what i've become 
										
is more than i can stand 
blink an eye, the years go by 
and things change so fucking fast 
nobody told me that growing up 
would mean growing apart 
you make friends, you lose friends 
you find love, your heart breaks 
you look back, and break down 
so many questions im not finding any answers