Album: Easier To Lose
Matthew play me Trail of Dead
Helps me forget for a little bit
Just where I am and where I'm not
What I have and what I haven't got
The last few years have been a mess
Too many drugs, and drinks, and cigarettes
We put our best friends in the ground
We fell in love, then fell right out
If you're the wind
I want to be a weather vane
Which way you blow
I want to go
All you have to do is my point me
In the right direction
Every babe kneeled by its bed
Recites the prayer of innocence
God bless Mom, and God bless Dad,
Siblings, friends, and people who have passed
Maybe I forgot how to pray
The sacraments get in my way
I close my eyes and grip my hands
I think real hard, but my mind drifts
I don't count my assets, only my debts
I count calories instead of how I'm blessed
I forget the ones who've stayed all along
Only think of those who've done me wrong
For all the lies that made it grow
It's hard to look out passed my nose
There's a part of me that's always known
Screaming out, "I told you so!"
There's a Cuspian girl with a heart so bright
It burnt sunspots onto my eyes
I could close them or try and look away
But she's always there; she's always there for me
If you are the wind
I want to be a weather vane
Which way you blow
I want to go
All you have to do is point me
In the right direction