It seemed I always knew
A test of faith would see this through
It appears I couldn't see
All I knew could never be
Lost and found, I look around
no one else can hear the sound
of the anger, hatred I've created
of the silent screams that won't be heard
Shadows emerging as figures are forming
Nightmares and bad thoughts are quickly controlling
all of the things which kept me together
I'm praying and asking that it won't last forever
Longing for compassion
expectations weren't met
descend into the darkness
I'll forgive but not forget
When and where and how am I
to find the strength to try?
Look into my eyes...Truth will rise