I wish things could go back to the way they were before
But they cant be anymore
Cause I wasted my time thinking I had everything going fine until
It hit me, all the problems I found within me
I can now see
That you and me can never be, again
So why am I
Always feeling like trash
When I think about you and me
What we would be
I feel like im coking
being suffacated
drowned in a sea of my own blood
I ask myself why
Cant I
Take the pressure anymore
Its shaken me to the core
I wish
It would go away
I feel so much pain
No one seems
To understand me
No one seems
To care about me
No one seems
To feel my pain
(silence for about 10 seconds)
Im wishin
hopin
dreamin
That we could be together again
but no
I cant seem to say
How i feel today or yesterday
Its not important anyway
Cause im no one without you
But I dont care
Leave me alone
Go away
Feel my pain
Take my hate, love, hopes, dreams, cares
I dont need them anyway
I just dont care
Ill sit in a corner
emotionless, blank
I wish