Raised Fist - My Last Day lyrics

I'm maybe not so unique,
I seem to get it all wrong when I'm angry and when I try to speak
I know I misbehaved, and that you always forgave,
Now I understand that you just turned into a silent cave
I wish I could redo some of all these hurting moves,
I really wish that I had time left to improve
But as I'm lying here imagining figures in the concrete ceiling above,
I realize, this is my last day

Now all this is perfectly clear and it feel s like I'm going insane
Lying here still fully awaiting the darkness to take me away from this pain
This is my last day
The darkness is taking me away from this pain

So weak
Once I was stronger than a lion, with an enormous physique
Now I'm just bleak, desperately trying to shut the leak, to where my life seems to seek
I wish I could redo some of these hurting moves
I really wish that I had time left to improve

Now all this is perfectly clear and it feels like I'm going insane
Lying here still fully awaiting the darkness to take me away from this pain

This is my last day
The darkness is taking me away from this pain