waking up was the hardest thing we all had to look forward to

ignoring sirens ringing interrupting silent voids for you

i was left i was left on my own

not enough to care for in the absence of all i know



you're story was thickening as self experienced self

each individual now would seem like no one else

count my sins as i cast them aside

letting all that was me from darkening inside



this was it

this was it

with no positive outlet

as time persists

no time exists

within all we had discovered

this resist



everyone knew and yet no one wanted to say

must be scared that all our words would make everything go away

fault in deed is a fault at my side

sorrows come and i take them all in stride



oh i

call upon this anything with anybody a burning sing falling out to see the love

i coming out



is it a heart or my head calling out the mind?

is it the same as the last time before?

some have heard we can know all lies



battling our supposed right

casting out all suspicious eyes

rotting horror still insight

causing sorrow still inside



all i knew was that the times before had gone

and now the times forward had come

and there was nothing more for me to run

wrap my heart as i leave them alone

lieing by on my own lying on my own



was i a disease or was i to be deceased?

was i to be blamed for all i now could see?

"i was left, i was left on my own"

now all i created had become my home



all lies

-left by my side

-and i take it all in stride

-and the silence all abides

as i learn this beating heart beating on

i know your love does not make it wrong

i know



this pain that we create

this pain that we create

this pain that we create

stop

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