For this reason
I will think of what I've done
I will convince myself I'm fine
And then I'll hate what I've become
Everything is coming down to shadows or the sun
It's just to live inside your head
Or pretend that you're in love again
Talk to me, let on to me
Not like you never ran
I may not be the perfect lover
And I'm not the perfect man
If there's a truth I'm hiding it
I think because I can
Cause I'm afraid of what I'm saying
I'm afraid of what I am again
Don't put yourself above this
We all want what we can't have
You just wanna be in love
And I just wanna take it back
I wish it was the season
And not me that made you sad
Perhaps I'm flattered by intentions
I've made up inside my head again
You still think of me
I'm not asking you to wait I never would
Die so quietly
And I bet you'd let the world know if you could
Don't act so surprised, yea
When I quote you on your work
You had advertised it well
And I relate to every word
And if a man takes you away
Perhaps you'll change your gunga-din
You like to change the things you say?
Perhaps one day you'll change them back again
This is not religiously
But nothing without faith
What is making is more real
To put your heartache on display?
Perhaps you'll trust
And maybe work
And maybe one day pray
But not a bit of that will matter
If you're waiting on a better day
Think he'll stumble on the things that you have wished?
Well best of luck
I guess you could be right, and I suppose I could be wrong
But I doubt Devendra gives a flying fuck
You're still wondering
If it's wishful thinking, tell me- I am gone
Sky goes a'thundering
And the words I mean to say just come out wrong