I've remember that I'm about to die
Late December wasn't a day to cry
But, now I've understood, my roll is done
Maybe it's about time, for me to be one
I act and pretend, like I do not care
But inside I notice, this isn't a game like truth or dare
I'm afraid, I don't want to leave you there
Like I said, I need to pretend outside
But inside my mind, I repeat the same words
(I don't want to die, I don't want to die)
I'm about to cry, but that won't stop to die
I can't give up all the things that I have earned
I can never be ready to fall, not enough is learned
But, now I've understood, I can't escape
Maybe it's about time, to take away the love and hate
I smile and laugh, like I've accepted everything
But inside, you should notice, there's not enough that I've done
I'm afraid, and agitated, I don't want to think of this
Like I said, I cannot miss, a thing when I'm on the edge
Inside my mind, I'm screaming and crying
(I don't want to die, I don't want to die)
I have no time to cry, but those words aren't enough to stop
I want to live, not survive
I want to live, inside a secured life
I don't want to leave you, ever
Don't want to a sky not blue, never
I'm not ready, not anymore
I'm not hated, but that feeling won't stop this sore
Inside, I notice, but I tell myself a lie
(I won't die, I won't die cause' I have immortality)
I won't, please don't, take anything
(I don't want to die, I don't want to die)
I still have one thing, although I've lost so much
It's called life
(I don't want to die, I don't want to die)
Inside my mind, I'm screaming and crying
(I don't want to die, I don't want to die)
I have no time to cry, but those words aren't enough to stop
When death will stop farewells, so I can end faster
(But I don't want to die, I have no more time! )