Dear diary 
My dear 
Got to keep it all inside 
Got to keep it locked behind a 
Golden wall of silence 
You see I have my pride 
And I won't be telling him 
Anytime soon 
Too afraid to say it 
I wouldn't want to embarrass myself 
Telling everybody the truth 
No I 
I won't send this valentine 
Violets are blue 
And if you don't receive this valentine 
It doesn't mean that is ain't true 
And I'm not thinking of you 
Won't kiss 
I won't tell 
Never cross these lips
Never break the spell 
I decided to go on denying myself 
Living alone 
Living a lie 
No I 
I won't send this valentine 
Violets are blue 
And if you don't receive this valentine 
It doesn't mean that is ain't true 
And I'm not thinking of you 
No I 
I keep living a lie
I keep living a lie
I keep living a lie
To never speak of it 
Or hear the music of it 
We'll play a symphony 
In my wildest dreams 
No I 
I won't send this valentine 
Violets are blue 
And if you don't receive this valentine 
It doesn't mean that is ain't true 
And I'm not thinking of you 
No I 
I won't send this valentine 
Violets are blue 
And if you don't receive this valentine 
It doesn't mean that is ain't true 
And I'm not thinking of you 
I keep living a lie 
I keep living a lie
I keep living a lie 
I keep living a lie
I keep living a lie 
I keep living a lie
I keep living a lie 
I keep living a lie