Roman Fischer - Vanish & Fade Away lyrics

hate the way
that all the friends
i've ever had
seem to vanish and fade away
they left their trouble in my hands
it's all the same
year for year
and i can't sleep now
while they appear
and steal myself bone by bone
and again i try to understand
yeah i, i seem to fail,
i seem to loose,
but it's allright
i am used to do
yeah i seem to fail,
i seem to loose,
but it's allright
i am used to do...
i go and find
a place to hide
with magic mushrooms and magic light
but the world is still spinning around
and i hate the way
that all the trees
are laughing at me
shut up, shut up
i won't listen to you my friends