I saw your face again today
every time I close my eyes
I push these thoughts away of you
because I finally realize
all the lies you told
when I compromised
my feelings all those times
you stabbed me in the back
and now a part of me just died
now I can't even look at you
I'd rather stare into the sun
and burn away these images
because I thought you were the one
but you've shown me more than once
that my thoughts have left your mind
and your heart so now I know
that's its time to say goodbye
and I hope that someday soon
it will click inside your head
all the pain that you have put me through
and why your memory is dead
god knows I've tried
I waited in spite of myself
but I'll no longer just be second best
this is the end of my personal hell