Rotersand - Alive lyrics

Jesus, Jesus, what have i done
where can i turn to, where can i run
jesus, jesus, what have we done
a sign of evil my name has become

you were my friend, my guide, my idol
and i lived my life at your command
our love noone could rival
tell me how was i to understand

i kept my doubts for later
played the game and played it by the rules
so i became your traitor
never thought that i was just a tool

alive - and forced to live
alive - and no relief