Ryan Adams - Note To Self: Don't Die lyrics

I'm as blue, I'm as blue as the ocean is true
Just reflections of the sky
I'm as cold, I'm as cold as stories are told
But never sick enough to die

Note to self: don't change for anyone
Note to self: don't die
Note to self: don't change for anyone
Don't change, just lie

I'm as sick, I'm as crass, as the things in your past
Wish that you could let 'em go
Caged birds, caged animals starvin' for class
[???] in your house when you're alone

Note to self: don't die for anyone
Note to self: don't die
Note to self: don't change for anyone
Don't change, just lie

Who do you call, who do you call, who do you [???]
(nobody baby)
Who do you want to be, figure out and just let me know
(nobody baby)
Just let me go
(Don't change, don't change, don't change)