Saddest Landscape - Wishlist For The Drowning lyrics

You can't feel this weight all eyes on me now
Every glance is another slit in my wrist
It's all accidents and splendor four pills
That you have never seen skin that shade of blue
Before or felt breath that cold I guess
That it never touched you in quite the same way
It all falls down one by one it all adds up
I thought that you knew that living on the edge was all I
Ever do.
It never touches soft enough and you would never let me

Give up
No matter how much I wanted to and someday you will know
That all of my sleepless nights
And tear stained pillows were never meant for you to
Understand
And even though it seems like I'm always falling apart
I'm still standing on these broken legs just hold on.
Just hold on. I'm still living at all cost