Soko - Ocean Of Tears lyrics

I've burnt the loans
'Cause I'm alone
I feel an ocean of tears
Underneath my tongue
And the world is ending any minute now
And I can't be laughing cause I know it's real

Oh, I really hope I can be abducted
If there's a God out there, just take me away
Then I can be myself, no reason to hide
In the ocean of fears, now enjoy the ride

You know I am scared to drown
In the ocean of tears, in the ocean of fears.
I thought I was a witch who was responsible for the death of all the people that I love the most
Trying to forgive myself for the wrong I've done
Oh God has a plan to kill us all
And everyday I wake up from a crazy dream
Where I'm looking for my daddy, and I know he's here
And I don't wanna wake, I can control my dreams
I feel safer this way, cause I can disappear

You know I am scared to drown
In the ocean of tears, in the ocean of fears
You know I will learn to rise
From the ocean of tears, from the ocean of fears

Hold your breath, learn to die
Stay, enjoy
Hold your breath, learn to die
Stay, enjoy

And I'm too aware of my mortality
I thought I was a kid when I wasn't a kid
And I'm haunted now, I am haunted now
And when I'm digging the grave,
Kiss me dead, oh, kiss me dead
Kiss me