I say the things I wanna say
I question you in curiosity
I speak the truth I wanna hear
I'm telling you no lies I've got no fear
I know that I'm not insane
But I'm living my life in shame
‘Cos I'm lonely and I'm in pain
I just need to know that I'm for real and I'm alive
There's thousand things that I regret
There'll be a thousand more before I'm dead
I'll whisper dirty things into your ear
Appreciate the fact that I am here
I know that I'm not insane
But I'm living my life in shame
‘Cos I'm lonely and I'm in pain
I just need to know that I'm for real and I'm alive
I keep the promises I break
Denying that I'm a nervous wreck
I'm trying to be everything I'm not
Afraid of losing what I haven't got
I know that I'm not insane
But I'm living my life in shame
‘Cos I'm lonely and I'm in pain
I just need to know that I'm for real and I'm alive