It always felt like a heavy shaking 
like bones braking 
for the rest of us 
trust we took back home with us 
and fear it all could end as fuck up 
a line between ideas of hate 
and hope that we could forever stay 
another day and night unreal 
our past is ripped 
and we can't even see 
tried so hard 
but failed along 
tried harder than most 
but it will always go wrong 
it even may eat your whole heart out 
don't you know 
we are full of doubts 
and if you stumble, if you fall 
it'll never be worth the final call 
i tried to get a lifeline straight 
i tried to go to fix my head 
but another day and night unreal 
our past is ripped 
and we can't even see