I want to go big
I want to go home
I want to get you off until you feel alone
I want to grow up
I want to fall down
I want to put a hex on the well in my hometown
Just to show them the truth
Of what I did to you
And our bodies were shaking
As I pulled out your nails
Oh, but the look on their faces
When they received them through mail
Just to show them the truth
Of what I did to you
And they talk to me
Like I’m some disease
And if I give it to you
I hope it makes them move
I want to go big
I want to go home
I know you’re dying to know what I do alone
I want to leave clues
So they can find you
I want to be forgiven enough to haunt you
Just to show them the truth
Of what I did to you
And they talk to me
Like I’m some disease
If I give it to you
I hope it makes them move
I give in and give out
To grow up and fall down
I dig hole in the ground
And I put myself in
And I drink my own blood
Until I don't exist