This has been the worst damn year
The worst day of my life and you can't even be here
And I can't stand this pain I'm feeling
It's so revealing
And I can't make these wounds start healing
I'm losing all my friends and now I'm losing myself
I've gotta find the courage
To say the things I need to say
One day the truth will surface
And i'll feel closer to okay
This pain I feel, I know that it's not real
And I know that I am not the only one
And now I know I've grown to be the man that i'm supposed to be
And I can feel you close to me and I've got this feeling
You're not gone.
My daily prescription keeps increasing slowly
It keeps me from being a monster around the ones that know me
But I always see the monsters
I pretend that they're not there
That doesn't make them disappear
And now I've found the courage
To say the things I need to say
One day the truth will surface
And i'll feel closer to okay
You're not real
Go away