Texas - Fearing these days lyrics

you only see me when i laugh
never hear me when i cry
i'm tired of fearing these days
i'm sitting here on my own
talking to myself alone
and i'm tired of fearing these days

all i needed was an explanation
why you treat me so mean
you always play the part with no hesitation
that's the other side i've seen

please don't fail me
don't fail me
please don't let me fall

please don't fail me
don't fail me
please don't let me fall

if all my nightmares come today
will you hide them far away
cause i'm tired of fearing these days
it'll wash away the past and pain
let me start from new again
i'm tired of fearing these days

you always hit me when there is no reason
to feel superior to me
when all i want it is a confrontation
so i can find a release

please don't fail me
don't fail me
please don't let me fall