Album: Hospice
In a nightmare, I am falling from the ceiling into bed beside you
You're asleep, I'm screaming, shoving you to try to wake you up
And like before, you've got no interest in the life you live when you're awake
Your dreams still follow storylines, like fictions you would make
So I lie down against your back, until we're both back in the hospital
But now it's not a cancer ward, we're sleeping in the morgue
Men and women in blue and white, they are singing all around you,
With heavy shovels holding earth, you're being buried to you neck
In that hospital bed, being buried quite alive now
I'm trying to dig you out but all you want is to be buried there together
You're screaming, and cursing,
And angry, and hurting me,
And then smiling, and crying,
Apologizing
I've woken up, I'm in our bed, but there's no breathing body there beside me
Someone must have taken you while I was stuck asleep
But I know better as my eyes adjust, you've been gone for quite awhile now,
And I don't work there in the hospital, they had to let me go
When I try to move my arms sometimes, they weigh too much to lift
I think you buried me awake, my one and only parting gift
But you return to me at night, just when I think I may have fallen asleep
Your face is up against mine, and I'm too terrified to speak
You're screaming, and cursing,
And angry, and hurting me,
And then smiling, and crying,
Apologizing