Today I, I found myself in pain, but I want it, and I wanted it to stay
Today I, I feel like i'm insane, but I want it, and I wanted it to stay
feels like the first time, won't be the last
Dirt on my back, dirt in my veins, dirt in my soul, and now i'm walking away
Today I, I smile at the rain, cause I want it, and I wanted it to stay
Today I, I take my prize of shame, but I want it, and I wanted it to stay
feels like the first time, won't be the last
Dirt on my back, dirt in my veins, dirt in my soul, and now i'm walking away
Dirt on my back, dirt in my face, dirt on my bones, and now i'm walking away