I wrote him off for the tenth time today,
And practiced all the things I would say
He came over, I lost my nerve
I took him back and made him dessert
I know I'm being used, oh
That's okay, because I like the abuse
I I I know he's playing with me
Oh that's ok because I've got no self esteem
Ohhh, yeah, yeah Oh oh oh
We make plans, go out at night
I wait till two then I turn out the light
All this rejection's got me so oh low
If he keeps it up I just might tell him so
Ohhh, yeah, yeah Oh oh oh
When he's saying, I aah
Then I wonder why he sleeps with my friends
When he's saying, oh that I'm like a disease,
Then I wonder how much more I can stand
Well I guess, I should stick up for myself,
But I really think it's better this way
The more you suffer, the more it shows you really care
Right? Yeah!
Now I'll relate this a little bit
That happens more than I'd like to admit
Late at night he knocks on my door
All drunk again and looking to score
Now I know I should say no
But that's kind of hard when he's ready to go
I may be dumb, but I'm not a dwee
I'm just a sucker with no self esteem
Ohhh, yeah, yeah Oh oh oh
When he's saying, oh that he wants only me,
Then I wonder why he sleeps with my friends
When he's saying, oh that I'm like a disease,
Then I wonder how much more I can stand
Well I guess, I should stick up for myself,
But I really think it's better this way
The more you suffer, the more it shows you really care
Right? Yeah!