Album: Deadweight
I run away from everything that’s good for me When every voice that you hear is the same one
All you can think to do is run
Make no mistake I’m everything I say I hate
Hypocritical, lost individual, no longer worth your faith
I know I can be better than this
Masquerading has never done me justice
I am what I am
A boy not yet the man that I want to be Despite what I have led you to believe
I’m nothing as I seem
No ground beneath my feet
I can’t seem to get away from me This person in the mirror’s not the same one that I wanna be Is there more than what I see?
Sometimes it’s hard to let go When I don’t know what lies in front of me Get away from me!
Death to self is much easier said than done
Death to self is much easier said than done
Pain is what has set me free
I had to go through Hell to find what’s best in me Still think I can be better than this
Despite the weight that is my conscience
Life was never fair but I am never broke beyond repair
Still searching for any place that I can call my home
And even though I’m lost
I know I’m not alone
I can’t seem to get away from me This person in the mirror’s not the same one that I wanna be Is there more than what I see?
Sometimes it’s hard to let go When I don’t know what lies in front of me If I could change myself I would
But I don’t know where to begin
My grave is mine to dig
My grave is mine to dig
If I could change myself I would
But I don’t know where to begin